xXx Falling Feathers xXx

So, I would like to present a strange case to the world. An odd, parallel between names of Roses, and characters from Anime/Games. XD;

I work in a floral dept. of a King Soopers, Therefore, I see alot of roses. While un-boxing some and putting them into our cooler wall, I noticed on seperate days that there are Roses called:


"Jade"

And Roses called: "Mustang" Which I can't find a pic for XD;

But seriously. Bishies..and Roses.




Why, hello there Jade. Like your Rose?


What about you Roy? Yeah, I thought so.


Soo..coincidence? I THINK NOT.

Hey everybody!

I just returned from Oni-con tonight. X3 After having been practicing for a performance that Deb and I were to give there for a few months, along with battoling with my work over getting the days off so close to christmas, we finally made it out there!

First off, I want to thank Lil/Nicole-chan~~ so so much for being so sweet and wonderful and coming to get us from the airport and stuff. She took care of alot of our needs, her parents let us stay at their house for a night, she helped with costume stuff (along with her awesome mom), and it was just great. <3 <3 <3 Thank you soooo much for being there for us. We really appreciate it and we're sorry that things got a little crazy D:! You especially win for putting your foot down in that bar xD Go you!

Secondly, thank you Candance and oni-con staff peoples for also being very super cool! We had foods and everything we needed to be comfortable ^_^

Thirdly..holy cow! So many awesome friends! Laura~~ It was good to see you! I woves you girly! Eee! Grell~ I <3 you are such a spaz! Sorry if I'm horribly weird, lol xD Alex and Jade and Anise and all of you~ I heart you all very much and I really hope we get to talk more and soon! It was awesome getting to see you. We should, uh..RP >.> <.< heehee. Rob, you're such a nice guy! Deb really enjoyed your company :D UMM. Serena and friend, you were both so cute! Very shy though, you don't have to worry so much next time, okay? You guys are cool <3 Umm..can't think, has the dumb..OH! Other Sebastion and friends! You guys were so nice^_^ I'm glad I got to find others to talk about fandom with and such. Hope to talk to you here!

Now that I'm done with that, on to what actually happened!

( My short and random con report? )

( A little more about me :D )

Enjoy XD; It looked fun so, I couldn't help it!

INFJ - The "Confidant"
Myers-Briggs Personality Types (Free Test)

INFJs, making up an estimated 1% of all people, are the most rare type (males even more so). They are introspective, caring, sensitive, gentle and complex people that strive for peace and derive satisfaction from helping others. INFJs are highly intuitive, empathetic and dedicated listeners. These traits tend to act as a "tell me what's wrong" sign on their forehead, hence the nicknames Confidant, Counselor or Empath. INFJs are intensely private and deeply committed to their beliefs.

( For the people too lazy to click the picture thing )

..okay..so..tea anyone? >.>;;;

So! New craziness on my radar.
After having played Tales of the Abyss -most- of the way through, I have been shown this crazy crack community called Tales of Dressing Room. Wonderful? I think so.

So far I've made both a Jade and an Ion character. I'm really enjoying it^_^

I'm also thinking of changing my layout for a little while, on spur of the moment. Deeebbzzyy, care to help? *-*;; Or if anyone else wants to help, they're welcome to XD

Since I've been sort of hooked to the Abyss fandom for the time being, I was thinking about changing my layout to Jade. At the same time, I'm wondering if I should just do something completely random! I guess I'll have to make up my mind.

..WRY AM I DOWNLOADING SO MANY PICTURES?! T_T I've gone crazy! No, really! well..okay, not really. But it is kind of nice to have another new fandom to squee about^_^ *nod,nod*

As for life, just the usual working in floral :3 I still really like this job, even if I'm getting worn out from all of the hours. phew!

Anyway! Back to the insanity^_^ heehee. Love you guys <3

-Jeri

Blaahh x.x so much drama going on, I think my brain might explode into little bits. Little gooey bits. this make me miss being 13. That was a good year. I think I want it back. Either that or this time period of ickiness needs to hurry up and subside.

I want all of my friends to get along..and I don't want my loved ones to be upset either. I don't want all of this anger and assumption and malice..

..I seriously wanna just go Maou on people DX *flails her arms*

I love all of you. You're my friends and you're each special to me in your own way. I don't want it to be like this.
I also don't want all of these attacks on Deb. >.> I'm not blaming any one person by name but, this has got to stop. Yes, she did something foolish out of not thinking. That doesn't mean you get to double back on her twice as hard and with MALICE. That isn't right! Friends are supposed to forgive eachother!

..*stops her hair from glowing* shit. >.>;

Hewwo everyone. Work was pretty slow today, which was good^_^ Overall it was a pleasent experience and Tiffany and I mostly talked all day. She is the craziest, most sexually driven girl I've ever met^^; it was definatly an experience.

After work was over with, I decided that it was that time again. Time to buy a random movie! This month's movie was Matilda. I LOVE that movie so much x3 Deb and I sat down and watched it when I got home and it was snuggly and good x3. I love Ms. Honey! She's sooo adorable *-* and you know..watching her makes me wonder if I should be a grade school teacher. o.o Because I lurve little kids to bits. Also, the girl who plays Matilda in that movie looks a TON like how my little sister used to look when she was like..6 or 7. o_o It's uncanny. These days my sister looks like more of a woman then I do XD but, there you go.

After that, I ate some dinners and played RO with Onii-chan. I hope to be able to play RO with Stephi and Debzy a bit later on^_^! We can train Minato, Aegis/Aigis and Art together!
Shortly after that, Deb and I started to watch Kyou Kara Maou, when..o_o Inoli called!

She sounded alot better, that's for sure. And she was able to speak calmly to me for the most part. Which is good :3 She wants to come over on Wednesday and talk to the apartment about the whole discord thing. She has also written Deb a letter about how she feels and how Deb made her feel. >.>; I'm a little nervous about this because while she does have the right, if this starts into a whole "Deb is the whole problem" thing, I'm gonna have to nip that in the ass RIGHT away. ^^; Because really, I'd say it was pretty even. They were both being shitty to eachother.

Anyway! The rest of my day isn't over yet soooo, back to it! I'll write more laters!

-Jeri

I give my thanks to you lord. You have brought me snow to white my world by night, and flowers to tend to, to brighten my day. You give me so much..good friends whom care for me (as I do in return), a place to live, family whom loves me, loves whom do as well, and nature to dazzle me each season. On the subject of flowers, I will take care of your delicate children as if they were my own. Even if my legs give out in the process *laughs a bit* Please give me strength and patience to accomplish my tasks and the steadfast heart to do so. Let my soul show. Amen.

*has a hippie moment and hugs a tree* <3 x3

Has anyone any idea what a mint green aura means? o.o; I sure don't.

<3 <3 <3 Thank you for all of your help in TX, Lil! (as for your help with Debzy. You're so so sweet)

Kham, you rock for driving us way out to TX and back, and for inviting us to oni-con. <3 thanks so much

Alex whom took my picture and was a cool Luke person x3 you rock. <3

Debzy~~ Thank you for tonight. <3 along with being my aite whom I wove for eva and eva. x3

Stephi <3 Thank you for listening to Debzy. I know it'll all be okay. Thank you for being there even from afar, and for being my aite whom I also wove for eva and eva.

Inoli: You are a life saver when it comes to directions! :O also you are awesomeness and I <3 you so much^_^ One day I will make you like christmas again XP *waggles fingers at* Miss Abel lady. *nudges at an winks*

Sekai, thank you for being my friend and for hanging out with me and Deb (and for our christmas present! *squee*) <3 Kira, keep it in your..umm..mouth? D: and Sekai muse gets cuddles for being adorable! <3 <3 heehee.

Lyra, thank you for sticking by us even though I know it sometimes drives you crazy. You're not as invisible as you think (maybe I just suck at approuching people sometimes D: it does happen) Thank you also for being my friend. <3 loves.

Alex (male) or mah onii-chan, you are a silly silly person who burns things and makes people go "...whut?" You are awesome for that and if you ever change, I'll beat you with a bat DX...of love. <3 *giggles*

Amy..I MISS YOU DX! I can't wait to see you in Jan, and I want lots of hugs and pokemans, and loves, and..stuff. x3 We will rock once more my earthy friend. For only we may simply rock into Mordor.

...I can't think of anything else right now. :D bye bye peoples! I have to go sleep! I only have one day off of work for this next week (halloween), so I must get my beauty sleep. ^_^ goodnight everyone!

Choose a fictional character that you believe is similar to you in looks and/or personality and answer the following questions.

You guys know who I'm gonna pick XD (I would pick someone else but o.o; We're not -quite- as closely intertwined.) I choose Aeris from Final Fantasy VII.

1. How is this character like you?
We're both optimistic. We do our best to see the brighter side of life and find things to smile about, even when stuff goes horribly wrong. Aeris has a tendency to make it her personal mission in life to make people smile in some way. Be it Cloud or..say, Barret, when he's being a sourpuss, she does her best to try and help. I do that as well (even if it doesn't always work out ^^; ). Flower growing? You bet! I recently got a job as a florist in a grocery store. So! :D We both love flowers, and sell them too! <3 There is more to Aeris than meets the eye. On the surface she is sweet and happy and gentle. She smiles alot and offers a hand where it's needed. She tends to be the hope giver when things grow dark. However, there is something about her that others can't quite grasp. Something evanescent (woo, big word!) that shows that she likely knows more and thinks about more, than what she says. While I might be as mysterious and cool (in my opinion), I relate greatly to that. We seem to react to situations similarly and take close perspectives ^^. We're also both 5'3", have a smiliar body structure :D and have brown, curly/wavy hair!~

2. What differences are there between you and this character?
For one, she has GORGEOUS green eyes. I do not T_T Mine are hazel brown/green. She's about 3 years older than I am. Her hair is waayy longer and she has those gravity defying bangs XD; Umm..her backstory and childhood was waaayyyy different than mine o.o; Much more screwed up and crazy like. However, we did both lack a parental figure (for her, the whole time and for me, part of the time. My mom went poof for like..6 years.) Umm..she's a planet worshipping Cetra lady with amazing holy powers of rightousness. Yeeahh..I lack that <.<; umm..o.o She has sexy men? *points at Zack and Cloud* I have pretty girlies :D She's alot more confident in herself that I am, and doesn't take things as personally ^^;

3. Do you like or dislike this character?
I love her to death! ^_^ She upholds all of the virtues that I hold dear (and want to uphold myself. ex: Patience, Hope, Friendship, selflessness, Optimism, Honesty, Love, etc etc blah blah XD yes, I'm so goody two shows that it hurts. I know ^^;;; ) Also, she rocks when she wants to x3 Like when she punted the Dragon off the stage in that play at Gold Saucer (if you screw up your act. She so WINS). Or through the whole Don Corneo thing. Thank you Aeris, for the dress suggestion for Cloud. We all love you for it <3

4. Would you date this character if they existed in real life?
Umm O.o; No. While she is gorgeous and I wove her, It would be too much like liking myself to be honest^^; She belongs with her boys <3 Or randomly being a lesbian with Tifa! :D (cough. Had to say it.)

5. Are there any canon relationships this character has that are similar to ones you have?
"FFVII? Have CANON relationships? XDD haahhaah." I have to agree with Deb on that one XD; But I will say that it is Canon that she loves her some Cloud <3 along with some Zax/Zack. That's about it :D!

Leave a list of fictional characters in your journal that you would love to get a message from. It is your friend-list's mission, should they choose to accept it, to write you an in-character "letter" from a character on that list. Then they post their own list in their journal and the process continues! (Feel free to post anonymously too.) (and My footnote goes; it doesn't have to be serious either.)

1. Aeris! :D yay!
2. Cloud <3
3. Vincent!
4. Aura from .hack *-*
5. Lilith Sahl from TB!
6. ^.^; ...The Doctor <3
7. oh, yeah, Zax too! (just kidding, I didn't forget you!)
8. Umm. Enya :D
9. A mew from the pokemon world *-*
10. Someone from Digimon
11. A talking flower from wonderland
12. Jack Skellington
13. Jack from pirates
14. A Moomba!
15. Omg yes, Wander <3
16. Agro too!
17. I like the 5th Colossus~
18. Gackt x3
19. Aww, Abel too <3
20. Jade?
21. RAINBOWS

<3 <3 <3

I'm hungry D: Like, really hungry.
I dunno why, I didn't eat that long ago. Then again..*looks at watch* Okay, maybe it was a while ago. Time for food!

NDK was CRAZY. My costumes took forever to finish, and unfortunately took time away from the con for me. Oh well^^; I've definatly learned my lesson in that respect. A few things I have to say on this subject however aarree:

1: People seriously need to sleep <.<;

2: I need to get my costumes done way before the con x.x; no last minute crap.

3: Having no way to contact people sucks

4: Pie.

That's all :D When I get a decent amount of my costume posted up, I'll post the pictures^_^ <3 I love you all!

I had a long day today! ^_^ It was a good day though.
After taking Deborah to work in the morning, I went with Inoli and her friend Seven, around town to look for a wig for my Lilith costume. heeheeee! It's gonna look so good, I'm so excited! To make a long story short, we looked for the whole day and didn't find a thing that would work. *laughs* we did find other wigs in the right color, however. After having our nice outing, I ended up ordering a wig from cosworx as well as getting to rp with Inoli^_^ We have SUCH A good rp going! I'm so anxious to rp again! (It's si epic! XD) anywho, I gotta switch computers so, that's all for now!

okay..^_^; I know this is very early, but..
I've started to try and choose a Karaoke song! dun dun dun Duunn~
I've sang a few samples to try and see how I sound with each song, and since they're not completely icky^_^; I'm sharing! Although, I didn't mess up in all of themx.x bleh.
What do you guys like? :/ which one seems like the strongest contestant?

To the Far Side of Sand and Dust
http://h1.ripway.com/DreamKeeperJeri/TotheFarSideofSandandDust-Jeri-.mp3


Kiseki no Umi
http://h1.ripway.com/DreamKeeperJeri/KisekinoUmi-Jeri-.mp3


Hitomi no Naka no Meikyuu
http://h1.ripway.com/DreamKeeperJeri/HitominoNakanoMeikyuu-Jeri-.mp3

:D leave me a comment! *huggles for all* *fwoosh*

http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=18812
DO WHAT YOU WANT CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE! :D *giggles* so silly^_^ I love this flash.

Anyway~ Hello everyone! Merry Christmas! For those of you whom have sent me gifts, thank you so so much *-* I really appreciate it. I've sent most everything out that I need to, but I'll be sending what I couldn't as soon as possible^_^ so if you get something late, I'm so sorry x.x; *cuddles for all*

I'll post more later!

I've been conned into this^_^;

STEP ONE
- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post so that the holiday joy will spread.

STEP TWO
- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no guarantees with this project, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

( omg gifties o.o )

aanndd that's it! XD happy now? I love you guys soo much! I'll be parading around your lists if you have one to see if there's anything I can do^_^ heehee. ja ne!

Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarassing.
Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

Ganked from serinance who ganked it from subversive XD



( Songses~ )

WMP went easy on you! *giggles* Have fun~ <3

This is the BEST Kefka cosplayer I have EVER seen. He absolutely WINS in my book^_^ heehee! If I ever meet him in person, he'll get the biggest hug! You've gotta check this out! ^_^



XD heehee~ owned~

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In April I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last week I set serinance's kitty on fire (-66 points). Last month I donated bone marrow to palmer_kun in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Sunday I bought porn for zax_dude (-10 points). In January I bought porn for lyarrah (10 points). Overall, I've been nice (158 points). For Christmas I deserve a lego set! Sincerely, madam of the flowers, and feathery frolic, thelastdaughter

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

XD; oh dear. Yay legos!

Hey all~
I hate to update my journal on such a sad occassion -.-;But, my family's dog is dying. We found a ton of blood on the kitchen floor yesterday morning and we rushing our Laborador, Sam, to the Vet. (After making sure it wasn't Kodi for some reason. I think it's because he's thrown up before and I thought I saw a tiny bit of blood in it. but that was awhile ago.)
She's been on I.V. and is lethargic and doesn't seem interested in moving at all. We're all really worried..
This was so sudden.. At this point, we're not sure what's going to happen. They've ruled out blockage or anything like that..and we give her heartworm pills every month. All my grandpa and I can come up with is maybe if she was poisoned by something she ate outside. I guess we'll know soon..*prays for her and looks anxious* *takes a breath and smiles so that she can continue*

As for everything else,
Work is going okay. ^_^; The usual stuff as always. I think it's becoming a little less boring for me though, which is good! I think I'm finally getting used to working and being able to be content there, doing nothing inbetween shows. (I work at a Cinema for anyone who didn't know^_^)

I couldn't get into the Fall Semester of Wake Tech >.o;
My grandma and I didn't get my transcript finished in time, since I was homeschooled, and we've missed the deadline. Sooo, I'm gonna work all fall and winter, and when spring comes along, then I'll go to school. :3 I don't like working all the time, but it's what I have to do! (Don't worry Debzy, I'm not gonna work 24/7, just maybe most of the days of the week. We need the money!)

I rediscovered a great MMORPG that I used to play when I was younger ( Before Ragnarok! :O ) and I'm so excited to get to play it again! If you go to www.1010game.com you can check it out^_^ It's a reaallyy fun game. If that website won't come up, it's because they're having server issues for the website. but! You can read about the game at www.fairylandironwolves.com :3 It's the usa server, yay~ which means it's for anyone who doesn't live in Malaysia, China, Europe, or France <.<; heehee^_^; oorr if you just wanna play with us crazy American people.

( Muses~ )

Umm..as for that, I think that's it. ^_^ Not much has been going on at the moment, but I hope to update again soon! (And be better about doing so o.o; ) ja ne!

I remember a meadow one morning in May.
With a sky full of dreams that sailed in that day.
I was dancing through green waves of grass like the sea
For a moment in time I could feel I was free.

There are waves of forgiveness and waves of regret.
And the first waves of true love Ill never forget.
In the meadow that morning as I wandered alone
There were green waves of yearning for life
still unknown.

Take me home to the meadow that cradles my heart
Where the waves reach as far as you can see.
Take me home to the meadow weve been too long apart,
I can still hear you calling for me.

Take me home to the meadow that cradles my heart
Where the waves reach as far as you can see.
Take me home to the meadow weve been too long apart,
I can still hear you calling for me.

What I'd give to remember that heavenly state
Just a moment in time all mine to create.
As I'm taking my last breath I know what I'll see
There'll be green waves forever out there waiting for me.

Take me home to the meadow that cradles my heart
Where the waves reach as far as you can see.
Take me home to the meadow weve been too long apart,
I can still hear you calling for me.


( Jeriness update! )